I have started re-reading the amazing book, "Living Beautifully with Uncertainty and Change" by Pema Chodron.
On this full moon I contemplate these words of wisdom:
"For one day (or one day a week), refrain from something you habitually do to run away, to escape. Pick something concrete, such as overeating or excessive sleeping or over-working or spending too much time texting or checking emails. Make a commitment to yourself to gently and compassionately work with refraining from this habit for this one day. Really commit to if. Do this with the intention that it will put you in touch with the underlying anxiety or uncertainty that you've been avoiding. Do it and see what you discover."
- Pema Chodron
detail from mixed media on canvas, 2017