painting my soul in blue

- detail from 2014 mixed media on canvas -

awake at 4 o'clock in the morning

how do you invade my dreams, my thoughts?

why?

are you sending me messages?

another month begins...

I usually dedicate the month of May to mothers, but I am feeling rather rebellious at this particular point in my life and have decided to do things differently...

is this your influence?

are you challenging me?

do you wish to dance to the rhythm of heartbeats?

do you miss my laughter in the rain?

last night I poured myself onto canvases...

"still a little bit of your taste in my mouth 

still a little bit of you laced with my doubt... 

still a little bit of your ghost - your witness  

still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed...  

still a little bit of your song in my ear, 

still a little bit of your words I long to hear..."

- Damien Rice

painting my soul in blue...perhaps for you...